do u ..?

living life blindly is no point at all.

y even bother? -.-

I had been in a relationship where I was very selfish and thoughtless. I have never thought of his feelings, I have never been considered in any circumstances, I have never trust him in anything he did. I was self centered and immature. Ending was ugly (trust me!). It had then made me realize that, life is too short and I can’t screw it up again. Unexpectedly, it made me grow, stronger and mature, mature enough to see through everything that is making me so irrational and absurd , all the way through to your heart, and that is what really matters.

No matter how long we had been together, it is never enough, it is never ending. Even if we really had cherished each other enough till we part, will it be any regrets? Will I be happy knowing that we had it all before? At the moment, my heart is saying no. I felt that, there is no limitation or a finishing line that draws the end of love and one’s willingness. Love is crazy, Love is blind!

Just live everyday with your fullest with the one that you love.

I lost my granny to illness. The last hug will always be as fresh as yesterday. It is hard for me to accept the fact that you are not here anymore, you will not be in front of the television watching your favorite drama. I do regret that I was not there for you to see you off. I do regret that we hadn’t had much time together for the past 3years.

Life is truly colorful, full of ups and downs. Probably, that is one of the ways to make one grow.

Nevertheless, I had been through happy moments, sad moments, really sad moments, and complicated moments in my life and I will say that, I am thankful to God, for he has taught me so much in understanding the meaning life.

Question still remains, will we be satisfy when we part after we had played our part to the fullest?

I guess I will never know the answer until I’ve experienced it. From now on, I will cherish my love ones dearly. Never know what tomorrow will bring me. Life is too short to screw it up.

I love you honey, my one and only;

I love you mummy, you’ve been through A LOT for us;

I love you daddy, although we never really had a good conversation;

I love you sis, the only;

I love you bros, joy of my life;

I love you granny, you are greatly missed!



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