birth-day 2

last nite was a blast! i enjoyed my self..

went to old orleans’ for dinna with the guys at work, cass, kim, george alicia, tracy, janis, karina, ryszard thanks for the bottle of crystal ! started off with a glass of mojito and then, a cowboy then long island, n hurricane.. and there goes half my conscious.

Cass & Kim in their glittering hat!! lovely couple.. (thanks for the choc btw!)

alicia couldn’t wait for her food to be serve!

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tipping my way to china red with Janis with 3 balloons that she insisted she wants. one hand with my bag and the cryztal and the other with a Marie Claire ‘hot’ recipe and loads of choc from my secret Santa whom i have YET TO KNOW!! and whole bunch of Christmas n bday cards .. (lovely evening)

meeting up with my dearest, n  the guys! thanks Alex & Amy for the bday cake that i failed to take pic of..  but it was EXCELLENT. Ron couldn’t keep his greedy hands off the cake! had 3 bottle of rose & 2 white wine.. not enough to screw em’ all up but the entire evening of singing is enough to sore their throat n shut em up. eheh!

had a WONDERFUL evening.. thanks honey!!

tipsy*

zhen & ‘ Jay chou’.

6 sore voice drunkard went shopping for groceries at 3 am ! fresh new experience. last min Christmas shopping . i was hoping for a Maggie goreng n teh tarik.. but no.. we had to go ASDA.. got couple of booze n get ready for Christmas eve feast.

had a greeeeeeeeaaaaaaatt nite n looking forward to tonite’s event! in such holiday mood!!!

birth-day

having spend time alone with him is the best gift ever for my birthday. but of course, a lil extra wouldn’t hurt :P
a year had passed and im older by each.

he gave me a watch from morgan, white stripe with metal plates on it. (togetha with a card as wel, this time its twice bigger than last year’s. hehehe…)

Thanks baby!!

i seldom wear one, but i guess i have to now .

btw.. this is my first gift before it strike 12 ! thank u so much honey!! ♥♥♥ will get me self more later :D till then.. stay tune! lol

happy 17th my dear drunken bro!!

hehe..

i knw im a day late.. but hey… i stil remember to text u hours before! although i wasnt the first one..

my dear drunken bro JON by the way..

saw ur pic all over Anna’s blog.. hahah!! u MUST hv had a great time.. im glad u did.. dats how u should celebrate bday….

funny how i always tot he was a lil kid.. though he is onli a year different from anna. either anna looks n acts older, or he is jus too kiddish..

conversation got awkard when he told me he got high at the club.. i paused a moment.. got me thinking… how he had grown up.. n so is ling..

my family is the best….! mum is cool (she thinks she never grows old! by hanging with the young ones), sister is cuckoo , bro is the man of the house, lil bro is the kid of the house + cute n so naive …  wad more can i ask! love ‘em very much!

anyway,

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY JON !

well done ling!

oh!!

i just wanted to tel the world how proud i am about my lil bro JEF.. he is a cute lil boy. though he doesn’t like ppl calling him ‘ling’ in front of his friends. :P
but anyway,

CONGRATS LING!!

on ur UPSR.. (much better den i was tho…)

lucky u, uve got a new phone.. back then i only had KFC! way to go mum..!! -.- anyway, stil am very proud of u.. never tot u’d actually pass ur BM hehe no offence.! mayb uve got a gf to support u  (oops.. i din say that.. another sis of urs told me u’ve got a gf.. which i am cool with it since its a eurasian(mum says that))           …love ya

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today, i jus remembered i actually had a blog.”? how could i forget? things are really tight lately, i haven’t really have the time to take a good look at the sky.

til i finally have time now, everything is dark.. cuz its already 22.33!!! all i can c from my window is white snow flakes covering the top of my green bin n  fairly white bits on the ground. windy, yes, freezing, definitely.!

Christmas party is a week away, n i have nothing presentable!!! hope the trip to london next week will be fruitful.

today is my only day off from all the hussle this week n  i spent it at home ALONE with my lap top and a 16″ mirror on my desk. made dinner for him n decided to plan some itinery on christmas holidays.  a lil bit low on budget but hopefully, its goin to b  another unforgettable holiday of the year.reali looking forward to it :D

Happy Birthday Sis!!

Date, 25th Sept 2008

Time; 2316 ( i knw i knw its way past your bday but still.. the usual.. its the tots that counts)

My dearest Sis’s bday… cant remember how old .. should be 18 i think.. who cares! its just another year older…

HAPPY BIRTHDAY..!!

Couldnt b there on these special days.. end of the year are always the ‘happening’ times too bad, im goin to  missed it the SECOND time.. n not surprising the THIRD, FOURTH and soo on……. . . . .. .

anyway, wishing you the happiest (18th??) birthday! may you stick the one guy till i come back.. n stop losing phones.. MUACKZZ  =D

do u ..?

living life blindly is no point at all.

y even bother? -.-

I had been in a relationship where I was very selfish and thoughtless. I have never thought of his feelings, I have never been considered in any circumstances, I have never trust him in anything he did. I was self centered and immature. Ending was ugly (trust me!). It had then made me realize that, life is too short and I can’t screw it up again. Unexpectedly, it made me grow, stronger and mature, mature enough to see through everything that is making me so irrational and absurd , all the way through to your heart, and that is what really matters.

No matter how long we had been together, it is never enough, it is never ending. Even if we really had cherished each other enough till we part, will it be any regrets? Will I be happy knowing that we had it all before? At the moment, my heart is saying no. I felt that, there is no limitation or a finishing line that draws the end of love and one’s willingness. Love is crazy, Love is blind!

Just live everyday with your fullest with the one that you love.

I lost my granny to illness. The last hug will always be as fresh as yesterday. It is hard for me to accept the fact that you are not here anymore, you will not be in front of the television watching your favorite drama. I do regret that I was not there for you to see you off. I do regret that we hadn’t had much time together for the past 3years.

Life is truly colorful, full of ups and downs. Probably, that is one of the ways to make one grow.

Nevertheless, I had been through happy moments, sad moments, really sad moments, and complicated moments in my life and I will say that, I am thankful to God, for he has taught me so much in understanding the meaning life.

Question still remains, will we be satisfy when we part after we had played our part to the fullest?

I guess I will never know the answer until I’ve experienced it. From now on, I will cherish my love ones dearly. Never know what tomorrow will bring me. Life is too short to screw it up.

I love you honey, my one and only;

I love you mummy, you’ve been through A LOT for us;

I love you daddy, although we never really had a good conversation;

I love you sis, the only;

I love you bros, joy of my life;

I love you granny, you are greatly missed!